Last week, I had a sudden, haste vision.
I would like to resign.
Even without a job.
That was how bad it was in the office. So de-motivated I couldn’t take it even if I had to work one more day last week. I was determined…
Then I went to facial and massage session on Sat. As I was early, I went shopping around.
Saw some clothes that are really nice.
“I will not need these working clothes anymore”, I thought to myself.
Moved to next shop, to discover more working clothes. Temptations…
Then I saw some accessories, nice shoes but resisted the tempations…
“I won’t need any of these stuffs.”
Suddenly, a very deep thought came into my mind.
If I resign, how else will I pay my monthly “fixed” payment. My LASIK, massage, facial, accident protection, both households that mounts up to S$1.3K a month. I’ll be in deep debt until July next year.
And so, the determination to resign disappeared.
All the thoughts:
“Heck, hubby can give me S$500 a month, why make life so difficult?”
“I can jolly well resign and get a temp job somewhere while looking for a better opportunity.”
“I just want to be happy; I couldn’t care less about the job.”
So how?
Today, I try to take things easy, and I feel easy.
Maybe I should take things easily from now on… till the next peak.
I would like to resign.
Even without a job.
That was how bad it was in the office. So de-motivated I couldn’t take it even if I had to work one more day last week. I was determined…
Then I went to facial and massage session on Sat. As I was early, I went shopping around.
Saw some clothes that are really nice.
“I will not need these working clothes anymore”, I thought to myself.
Moved to next shop, to discover more working clothes. Temptations…
Then I saw some accessories, nice shoes but resisted the tempations…
“I won’t need any of these stuffs.”
Suddenly, a very deep thought came into my mind.
If I resign, how else will I pay my monthly “fixed” payment. My LASIK, massage, facial, accident protection, both households that mounts up to S$1.3K a month. I’ll be in deep debt until July next year.
And so, the determination to resign disappeared.
All the thoughts:
“Heck, hubby can give me S$500 a month, why make life so difficult?”
“I can jolly well resign and get a temp job somewhere while looking for a better opportunity.”
“I just want to be happy; I couldn’t care less about the job.”
So how?
Today, I try to take things easy, and I feel easy.
Maybe I should take things easily from now on… till the next peak.
2 lil' thoughts:
hmm maybe tahan for another half a year and then resign to become siu lai lai? and make babies :P
Take things easily, then you will be more relax :)
Been there before so I do understand how you feel.
become siu lai lai will turn into mushroom.. :-(
like tis cannot like tat cannot.. :-(
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